The Medicine of Discomfort

The Medicine of Discomfort

A few weeks ago I awoke to a feeling that something was off…

I got out of bed for my morning practice, and the curiosity grew stronger. What was going on inside of me felt important — not to be dismissed or ignored.

I grabbed my journal and allowed the information to flow through me. The feelings that came out on paper took me by surprise. I had been experiencing tremendous satisfaction in my work, my witnessing of its power, and my recognition of how truly power the work is for others. What my inner wisdom told me, however, was that I wasn’t feeling completely trusting of myself to communicate its power.

Waves of grief began to move through me as I allowed myself to be with what was presenting itself. A new layer, now on top, lifting itself to the surface for the sake of my desires. How could my desires for this work to benefit so many spread into fruition, if I, myself, could not communicate the power of this work and its benefits? My vision was showing me that there was something within me to release, so that I could.

I was scheduled to do a podcast in a few hours. The thought of showing up to attempt powerful communication about my work, when what I felt inside was a discombobulation of old wounds doing their part to heal, was uncomfortable. Forcing a layer of our expansion down while it’s trying to come up isn’t in my vocabulary. Nor is forcing change to happen before its ready.

After a brief email exchange, I discovered that the podcast host, who had been attempting to interview me for over a year, was headed off to Nepal the next day. Rescheduling did not feel like an option.

Creation speaks to me through dancing with it, and it was clear that the dance move of the day was to flow with the discomfort.  

I made a choice not to actively work on clearing the discomfort before the podcast. However I would show up would be exactly as required — for the listeners, the host, myself. Because what is required isn’t always what we expect it to be.

Little did I know that Steven, the host of the podcast, was experiencing his own form of discomfort that day. Though I find myself perfectly normal, I’m also a mystery to many. I don’t do this on purpose — however I’ve learned to embrace showing up as a mystery, understanding that the work I hold reveals mysteries. It will give each and every person drawn to it exactly what they’re desiring — whether it’s through the mystery, or the revelation of its simplicity.  

What I found during the interview was a mystery of a different kind. It was ease.

Ease, itself, has become an expanding partner in my life. Yet, the embracer-of-discomfort that I am, I was prepared for the discomfort to lead the way. I was ready for anything, and open to whatever the experience had to show me.

And yet, I realized, I’d become such a pro at sitting in discomfort, that ease was pretty much the only way to do anything any more. This doesn’t mean that my life is perfect — but that life has it’s own perfect ways of taking me to my desires. And that, in honoring that in all moments, life feels perfect.

In this interview I’m shifting. I’m changing. I’m expanding. And I’m releasing layers of my own not-enoughness.

And yet, it felt great. It was fun. It was easy.

Two people in their own versions of discomfort. Ease and flow resulting.

This, my friends, is what discomfort sounds like for me now.

My work teaches us to “love it all”. And I wish that for all of us.

In abounding love and joy,
Jordanna Eyre

Disrupting Your Business

Episode #004: Interview with the Sorceress Jordanna Eyre

3 Ways to Get the Magic Powers You Were Always Intended to Have

3 Ways to Get the Magic Powers You Were Always Intended to Have

I recall the moment when my older brother was in the attic playing on the Ouija board with his friends. And BAM there was an explosion.

Needless to say my mother, and all of us in the home, were frightened.

How did they get those magic powers to cause that?! Or were they just playing a joke on my mom? The latter is the far more likely, knowing my clown of a brother.

Bad joke, dear brother.

I didn’t really understand what was so strange about asking ourselves how to get magic powers as a form of play. Something felt off, but I didn’t know why… And now, it all makes sense to me.

Does magic really exist in the world? Is magic real? Does it work?

Absolutely it does. But not as many see it. And not for the reasons many see it.

How do we get magic powers? Let’s look at 3 ways, while also debunking the myths of magic.

1. Understand that it’s not about getting anything.

Asking ourselves how to get magic powers is counterproductive to the very question itself.

The question provokes separation. It puts a divide between ourselves and what’s outside of us. It insists that there’s something we must “get”, and that those powers we desire are outside of ourselves.

We can get a job, a car, a date, or a business deal. And though there’s nothing wrong with getting any of those things. They can, in fact, feel quite magical.

Yet someone who is asking themselves how to get magic powers is likely looking for much more than that.

We’ve been taught from movies, from fairy tales, from video games, and culture that having magic powers means conjuring something up just because we decide we want it.

Magic, however, doesn’t respond to want.

Magic comes from the soul of the Universe. The heart of God itself.
…or Source/Spirit/the Force — whatever you choose to call that greater energy.

We don’t just get God.

We get to know it. In getting to know it, it asks us to become it.

We can’t ask ourselves how to get magic powers. We can only ask ourselves how to become that which lies at the core of them.

Imagine a friend wanted something from you. Would you be more likely to respond to insistence that you give it to them? Or to a genuine display of love that has you wanting to offer up your support?

Magic is like that. We don’t get magic powers — we open to them.

We dissolve into the love available to us. We become that love. And magic, in turn, flows through us.

Magic wants us to feel free. And the fear and manipulation that people have been taught is “magic” is anything but freedom invoking.

Freedom and love go hand in hand. One creates the other, and vice versa.

2. Redefine magic to learn what it responds to.

Imagine now that that same friend who wanted something from you, approached you for something without much of a conversation. They just came and tried to take. No conversation at all. How would you feel in that situation?

Magic doesn’t come from manipulation. It is a gift from the Universe itself.

Being a part of the Universe is a conversation.

In fact, we’re always in conversation with the Universe, whether we know it or not.

How to “get” magic powers is about bigger questions.

Magic responds to much fuller, bigger questions than most of us have been taught to ask.

It responds to honoring the Divine; to honoring the Self and our inner world of the Divine.

None of those things comes with want, nor manipulation, nor force.

Getting to know the God within is a dance between pure and total surrender, and deeply rooted choice. This kind of choice doesn’t come from insistence, from coercion, or demand. It comes from knowing oneself as that.

It’s about embodiment — having a personal life, a business life, and a sense of oneself in every step that is deeply humbled by, and surrendered to the Divine. From that space, the choice to create is one of love.

Okay then… So if magic isn’t what we’ve been taught, then what is possible in the world of magic?

How do people have magic, then? Let’s move on to tip number 3.

3. Redefine your role as a creator.

There’s a yearning inside of each of us to create. It’s undeniable.

It has us wanting to create businesses, to serve the planet, to have children, to create a home or travel the world, to express ourselves, and to revel in our sexuality.

History, social conditioning, and religious dogma have taught us to suppress our yearning.

We were taught that pleasure was wrong, and that acting upon our desires, even worse.

Yet our truest, deepest desires, are an act of Creation, itself.

Creation is always moving through us, beckoning us to interact with it to create a better world.

Knowing oneself as a creator is not wrong. It is our birthright.

We’ve been taught to shame ourselves, and our desires, for knowing ourselves as creators. That holding the same power to create as creation itself would be blasphemy.

Knowing our power to create is not blasphemy. And harnessing that power to create is not about force or manipulation.

It is, in fact, one of the most humbling journeys there is.

So why have we been taught that magic is about casting spells, or a version of “witchcraft” steeped in control or manipulation?

Because of that very shame around knowing ourselves as creators.

When I was a kid I was one of the lucky ones. My mom was trusting of me. The boundaries she set around what I could and couldn’t do gave me just enough freedom to safely explore my own boundaries. I had no need to rebel, because I didn’t feel constraint.

Control or constraint from imposed societal conditioning causes fear within us. Fear creates separation. Therefore, it comes as no surprise that this mystery of our divine birthright has been skewed to be made into something so separate.

The fear our divine birthright itself has caused the seeking of it to become so manipulative, so outwardly focused, and so surface.

History and society have dumbed down the concept of how to get magic powers — teaching us that knowing ourselves as creators is about manifesting things outside of us, rather than opening to the infinite within ourselves.

When we’re honest with ourselves about these magic powers we truly desire, and why we desire them, most of us realize that this desire to create runs much deeper than the outside world.

What if the kid in the basement trying to get magic powers is really just yearning to know her/himself as so much more than what society has taught him/her?

What if underneath each effort to cast a spell, someone is really just yearning to feel the miraculous support of creation moving through their desires?

That, my friends, is magic.

The Irony of Fear and Magic

Humans tend to fear that which we don’t know. And yet, because magic is simply a conversation with God, and the God within, will we ever know it in an absolute sense? Not likely.

We can get to know it. We can develop a relationship with it. We can enter an ever-deepening conversation with it.

We can get answers. And if we’re asking the questions we really desire to be asking, they’ll lead us to more questions.

And more answers. And then more questions.

The power we have to create comes from developing a relationship with the mystery of Creation itself — i.e. the unknown.

Magic is about creation, and creation is meant to remain — no matter how much more and more begins to be understood — a never-ending mystery.

Supernatural powers are meant to be honored for their mystery. And with each deepening into an understanding of the mystery that’s possible as we grow in our access to our magic powers, we are meant to soften just as much into more of that mystery itself.

A constant ebb and flow. A continuous dance between surrender and choice.

And instead of asking how, we ask ourselves questions beyond our comprehension. We open to the knowing, and the not knowing, and the dance between the two.

When we allow ourselves to soften into a space of not knowing, we find the emptiness of the void.

The void within not knowing brings us to a clarity that’s far more powerful than self-created clarity.

We can take a more rooted stance with our creations, activating more of the flow of creation itself when we allow our stance to be steeped with humility.

Because the very reason we all have these magic powers themselves is because of a unique expression each of us is here to be, and to bring forth in the world.

Your unique expression is a dance in magic. And finding it is a path into the unknown.

I never asked myself how to get magical powers. They began to move through me when it was time. And it became time when I began to surrender my ego to my desires.

To learn more about accessing this magic within yourself, I invite you to explore what Sorcerer School has to offer.

3 Jedi Tricks to Master Uncertainty While Also Creating What You Desire

3 Jedi Tricks to Master Uncertainty While Also Creating What You Desire

Last year I rang in the New Year in Morocco. And, if you’ve been reading my blog for a while, you may recall that the 3.5 months I spent there were akin to a bootcamp in living life in pure uncertainty (click here to read more).

People who want to create big things and change previously unchangeable paradigms, have to learn to surrender and choose — and doing so at the same time must become par for the course of the lives we lead.

It’s common for my clients to express to me a fear of uncertainty. It’s both quintessential to humanity, and to those of us who live for a contribution to humanity that appears out of our reach.

How would I be able to support my clients if I, myself, weren’t already a master of these differentiations between the realities of our humanity and the illusions of the God within it all?

My initial experience in Morocco taught me I wasn’t the master I desired to be — at least, not on the level I knew possible. A level in which all that was important to me could be hanging in uncertain imbalance, and I’d somehow find a way to be in spacious peace with it. To be both unattached to the outcome of any exact moment, and able to witness my own creation of the greater outcomes I knew my vision depended upon.

Was it even possible to master this level of uncertainty?

Maybe, maybe not. But I knew I had no choice but to embark upon trying. Because life would continue to be uncertain. And one thing I knew clearly within my soul was that controlling life didn’t work, nor did it feel right to me. But powerfully creating it did.

So in order to understand the method of creating as the expression of Source I believe we are all intended to be, I’d have to get my mind, my body, my actions, and my approach to creating my life on board with the distinction between the two.

I’d have to learn a dance between surrender and choice that allowed me to be both the graceful, softened, relaxed-into-the moment follow of the music I was moving to, and the powerful choreographer of the dance I desired to live in now and in the days to come.

It turned out not to be impossible. And, in fact, to lead to something that stretched the magic of my sorceress self into a fine-tuning of creation that has embedded itself in the energetics of my life and business. In the dance with uncertainty, I’ve learned to find stability within my business and my service to the world that holds strong to its core no matter what comes in certain uncertainty. The stability that holds the energetics of my, and my clients’, power as creators through the unstable.

And it’s now time to share with you a few more things I’ve learned that have been part of my how-to course in mastering this practice.

And, frankly, in writing this I’m realizing it’s not just about mastering the dance of uncertainty and choice, but about mastering all of the things in life that seem impossible, but that we recognize the possibility of which holds our power hanging in the balance — rendering our access to the “impossible” integral to our vision.

1. Learn to master time.
When it comes to the creation of that which we most truly desire, time can be a real mind-f%@#. We now know that time is not linear, but a nebulous energy in which everything is happening at once. Yet we still (if we want to be an active member of society) have little choice but to surrender back into the linear aspects of humanity. To call this confusing barely scratches the surface of description.

There is a balance between creating through a timelessness in which everything we could ever desire to create already exists, and in an ever-changing land of choice being a pivotal part of humanity. Though everything we could ever desire has already been created, little will ever exist in our lives until we, ourselves, choose it. Everything you can feel possible inside of you has already been created. And, on another level, you have to choose and believe and trust and choose and choose some more in order to access the fullness of what heart heart knows can be created.

The belief that it takes “hustle” is simply not true. What it takes, instead, is mastery of pulling our creations out from the infinite and already happened field of possibility, and of consciously creating in alignment with choice within your desires in the human realm.

2. Learn to embrace paradox, and master all of the paradoxes in the dance.
If the above is not a paradox that will rock your world until you learn what’s true in between it all, what is? When we get riddled in confusion of the paradox. Or, even worse, we insist upon choosing only one side. And because choosing both seems confusing and impossible, we drastically limit our power in creation.

When we master the power of paradox (meaning, the opposing truths that exist inside of all aspects of the human experience and our power as creators), our mastery of our power is more than double — it becomes exponential.

With mastery of each possible paradox, we gain access to a form of creatorship known only of and within the infinite.
With one side of truth, we become capable humans. With infinite access within the paradoxes of life, we become infinite, powerful, superhuman leaders.

3. Mastery cannot be “learned”, but, instead, must become embodied.
Uncertainty makes the body anxious and on edge, often before we even know its happening. And nothing can be “learned” to reduce anxiousness, nor to increase stability in the flow of life. Instead, it must be created from within, between the programming of the body, the programming of the mind, and the connection the two have to each other — and to the soul of you that is already infinite.

We can say we’re allowing, but we’re not actually allowing until our body is open and letting everything flow through it.

We can say we’re open, but we’re not actually open until our bodies and our minds have learned to love everything that happens and exists and arises with the softness that is love in action.

With paradox, I’ve learned that the middle ground — the absolute truth that exists in between two things in humanity that are true, but conflicting — lies not in the mind, nor in our actions alone.

Yes, it’s what we believe. And yes, we must confront our beliefs. But shifting them lies not in the mind, but in the realm of that infinite space in between the paradox of body and mind.

And yes, it’s what we feel. But accessing feelings of things like uncertainty, creation, and all forms of balancing surrender and choice requires a capacity to open to the infinite space within the mind and the body intertwined.

Finding the middle ground where both truths of a paradox are embodied as one infinite truth requires an embodiment — which is an intersection of the body, the mind, and the spirit.

It requires that we look beyond learning and to the infinite space within the cells of our makeup for transformation that exists on a cellular level, and plays out into how we automatically show up, not what we “know”.

And though following and trusting in the uncertainty of the music being played as the soundtrack of your life, and becoming the powerful choreographer of the dance with grace, ease, and flow, requires a relationship with uncertainty that does take courage and capacity for transformation — I’m not going to stop today with just what I’ve shared!

I’m now offering a FREE 15-minute Expansion Call. We’ll meet via video conference and dive into your desires for expansion in your life, business, or within.

Reasons you’d want to take this call:

  • You’re desiring an expansion but not completely clear what it’s going to take.
  • You’re in the midst of expansion and could use some support in it feeling a bit easier (without forgoing any of the expansive goodness).
  • You’d like a more powerful definition of what expansion even means to you.
  • You’ve been wanting to ask me a question, meet me, or check out what I do, but prefer to tiptoe into non-committal waters first (totally understandable!).

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I look forward to connecting with you!

Yours in powerful creation of your deepest desires,
Jordanna

Why Leadership is Dying

Why Leadership is Dying

When I was a little girl I fought tooth and nail for what was right.

I was the kid who spoke up (sometimes even shouted) in the classroom when the teacher didn’t treat all kids with the respect and love they deserved.

I was the kid on the playground who wouldn’t stand for unfair treatment or abandonment of anyone.

I was the child in my family who argued with my well-meaning parents (and other unsuspecting adults) every time they attempted to squelch the self-expression of myself or my siblings.

In Middle School, they called me “nice person” because took a stand for everyone as equals. I was the kid you couldn’t fit into any particular box because I had friends in each one.

In Graduate School, I quickly went from the wunderkind for whom my professors expected fame, to the black sheep that my professors despised for her unwavering ethics.

But then it all changed. In my 13-year career as a social worker and bilingual teacher I found that helping people was less about standing up for people; and more about giving people permission to access their own wisdom to stand powerfully for themselves. And in my last 11 years as an entrepreneur, CEO, and leader of leaders I’ve deepened in humility as I’ve grown to recognize that I and my company are not growing unless all of us get to grow with it. My team, my clients, my partners — if we’re not all becoming more powerful, my company isn’t aligned with the truth of power itself.

It’s simply not enough to stand for the change we can see possible and to try to get people to
“drink the kool-aid” about what we know needs to change. Shaking the world to wake it up doesn’t work if those around us aren’t waking up to their own truth alongside ours.  Overcoming a fear of our power means overcoming a fear of the power of others, as well.
Deep down we’re afraid that power leads to an unlevel playing field. We fear that when people step into their power they won’t need us any longer. We fear abandonment of the support systems we count on.

When we choose to see everyone as powerful, however, our fears are given permission to transform.

Restoring people to their true power creates allies in change.

And restoring people to their innate wisdom — the first outcome of restoring people to their power — takes problems and creates immediate openings for solutions.

Creating change requires stepping back from the need to be seen in our own wisdom, and empowering others into theirs.

Creating change means letting leadership die, and something new take over.

The way I used to fight for others as a kid is no longer necessary, because now others are beginning to understand it’s safe for them to do the same (yes, not all of the world quite yet, but this is the trajectory we’re on and we’re not getting off of it anytime soon).

Leadership is dying because the innate wisdom of one cannot support the needs and fulfillment of many. Our needs and that deeper sense of fulfillment in our goals are only met when we each own the wisdom within ourselves and are given the opportunity to use it.

Leadership is dying because the guru-mentality has been cracked open and we can no longer lead with our fears or need to be seen.

Instead of leading with how much we know, we’re learning to lead with how much we don’t know.  Leadership is dying because our egos can no longer stand at the helm of the ship. Our contributions have gotten bigger. The visibility of the suffering on the planet has become so obvious we can’t ignore it any longer. And scalability now has little to do with our ego’s wants, and a lot more to do with what the planet and its people require of us.

Those who choose not to see this are still welcome to play it safe with the old context of leadership. But for those of us who choose to see where the planet is headed and play a role in it, we cannot cling to the old paradigm of leadership any longer.

To make an impact of this size, we’re now required to learn how to channel the strength of the cosmos in order to scale our companies.

To “lead” today, each of us must hone our unique capacity to connect the dots between the physical and energetic worlds. And because of the uniqueness of the capacity to do this within each and every one of us, there can be many leaders to one process, rendering leadership itself — dead.

Death, however, does not happen to create emptiness or confusion. Death happens so that new life can come through. In the death of leadership,  we are finding something new.

Leadership is dying so that facilitation can take over.

No matter what form our work takes on, we must learn to continually empty ourselves out so that the unique version of wisdom that wants to move through us can lead us.
We learn to co-create with that wisdom that both is, and is not of us, to create pathways that allow us all to be leaders — exponentializing the capacity we and our companies have to create shifts.

We learn to facilitate the process of those who are counting on our unique wisdom, to support them in the catalyzation of theirs.

We learn to proudly cultivate and own up to the truth that if we claimed to have all the answers, we’d be lying. Instead, we agree to cultivate our own power and wisdom so that together we can help those in our field cultivate theirs.

With facilitation, we learn that the wisdom of one person does not discount the wisdom of another, but build each other up.

With facilitation, we learn to open to the process itself and allow it to show us what we wouldn’t be able to see on our own.

A leader can command people to see them. But a facilitator can command people to see themselves.

And to cultivate the shift of an entire paradigm, it has to be about them, not about us.

Clearing the Reputation to Give Magic the Honor It Deserves

Clearing the Reputation to Give Magic the Honor It Deserves

A few weeks ago, I talked about the abandonment process I had to go through in my love of words in order to come home to the deeper truth within why words were so important to me — the feelings words bring and the capacity they have to support us in powerfully creating our lives through feeling.

But for years, there’s been one single word that I couldn’t wrap myself around the feeling of. It’s a word I loved to use, but hated hearing other people use in association with me.

Though I felt the disconnect for years, I only developed the awareness to explain why very recently.

It took years of healing work and years of exploration and cultivation of what the word meant to me before I was able to wrap my mind around, and subsequently get past, the disdain that the the word used in association with me brought up within me.

Paradoxically, it’s perhaps the word most commonly associated with the infinite version of me — the sorceress.

That word is MAGIC.

And here’s why:

To me, magic was always something that couldn’t be created by trying. It didn’t involve effort or magic wands or egotistical intentions. It wasn’t something I would ever consider using to get what I want. Rather, it was something that already existed both outside of and within me — and when something was truly in my highest, I had simply but to align with it.

When we have a knowing deep within us that we’re meant to bring to the planet, we have layers of protection we’ve placed upon it in order to cultivate it within ourselves first — armor that feels like resistance until it’s removed.

My sensitivity towards the word pointed out aspects of the typical perception of the “sorcerer” that felt like nails on a chalkboard to me — perceptions that I knew I was here to help people shift, in order to embody the true leadership potential of the actual sorcerers they had the capacity to be.

90% of the time I heard people use the word, it carried connotations of subtle fear-based thinking. It smelled of the kind of “sorcery” practiced only by people who were controlled by deep animal-instinct fears of believing they are separate — separate from others, and separate from that very same Source energy they’re calling upon to make magic.

This kind of “sorcery” was similar to a kid in a science lab conjuring up potions to make someone love them or get what it is they think they want. And though humans do have the capacity to conjure up said form of “magic,” it will lead to even less fulfillment than where we started. Heck, look at most people out there teaching “Law of Attraction” and how little anything they teach has to do with a deeper sense of contribution to the planet.

I’ve never had any interest in that kind of magic. To me, it’s not even magic — it’s manipulation that will lead to the very same emptiness inside from which it began.

True magic is always present. It’s what lies in the pure possibility of Source energy.

And Source is everything — which means that everything contains magic.

Magic comes in the honoring of the beauty and love within everything. And we become capable of consciously creating magic only when we align with that love.

Creating magic is like a lightning rod. We — our bodies, our minds, our hearts, our spirits — need only to become the love that is in the heart of the magic, and it comes to us.

It’s not disconnecting from the body to conjure up something outside of it. It’s stepping into the body to return to the home inside of the self and allow the love to flow in.

We don’t need magic wands or potions or spells. We need only love. And because we are love, the only time magic ever evades us is when we forget that.

The kind of manipulation implied within the common use of the word magic comes from a lack of trust in the greater energy that runs through everything, and a lack of love for the the self that represents that greater energy.

We use “magic” to manipulate because we’re scared we won’t receive the love we crave. When we remember we are the love we crave, magic becomes an automatic part of the human experience.

This does not mean that consciously asking for the magic to come to us, in and of itself, is manipulative. One of the core beauties and purposes of humanity is to experience the power we have in creating.

True expression of that power comes through a sense of purpose that guides us to the magic and what’s required of us to consciously create it, as well as the surrender required to receive the magic that’s already there waiting for us.

The line between magic as manipulation and magic as pure integrity of love lies within us. And when we choose to trust in Source to lead us back home to ourselves, our power as creators becomes akin to the force of nature we intuitively knew from a very young age we were born to be.

When we recognize that magic is not manipulation, but that it is simply a way love takes form, the need for spells and magic wands dissolves. Magic takes over and shows us the way to all we could ever desire in our experience.